I dunno why I’m having these irrational feelings and thoughts right now (ok, it’s not exactly 100% irrational, cos I do have my reasons) and I can’t seem to stop it. Like Kammy said, it’s dangerous and that I shouldn’t get carried away, but god knows how hard I’ve tried to ignore them. I tried reasoning with myself, think logically, vented my frustrations to tell myself I’m just being stupid and that I should sleep it off but turns out that even a good night’s sleep can’t make them go away.

Someone please help me, tell me what’s happening and what can I do? Am I being silly or is this something that’s gonna haunt me for a long time?

Maybe, just maybe, I need to get away for sometime.