Have you ever been in a situation where you constantly feel like u need to live up to someone else’s expectations or even your own expectations for that matter? I’m sure everyone has.

This constant pressure (I’m using ‘pressure’ here for the lack of better word) can certainly be tiring and puts this sort of ‘fear’ that one mistake might cause everything to just crumble or even worse, disappointing that person whom you love very much. At any other times, this feeling or the need to ‘be perfect in that person’s eyes’ will and can push you to better yourself and your own capabilities but once in a while, it can hit you and make you sit and ponder whether this is the way it should be or whether you’re just being plain moody and irrational.

So for now, which one am I? The latter or the former?




ps. loud music and a good cry really helps....